BOYS...(2013)

NICHOLAS, MR M, DARREN, BOBBY...

opps...my secrets.


NICHOLAS,
a boy I met at tuition, learning English together but using lots of Mandarin to chat.  Haha~  It was the days when I was in Junior 1 or 2.  The class was stopped at that year too.  I didn't know how was the reason.  Now, too.  The final class of that year was our last meet of these years.  Then, we met again in the library in a weekend morning this year(2013).  I was Senior 3.  He was with his brother.  They look alike.  I had made wrong at the first moment as I did not know that he has a brother.  The days I went to library for my UEC fighting project, I was very happy to meet with him there.  Sometimes, I found that he was staring at me as the time I was staring at him.  It was the best, sweet memories I had these years.  I was very excited to meet with him again.  Every time we met, we did not have a chat as I did not know if he remembered me and the days we were in tuition or not.  However, every time I brought the [happy mood] back to home.  THANK YOU & LOVE YOU !!


MR M,
a boy I met at a college, but I remembered that I had seen him in some previous days.  We acted as students for a Gospel video, 《Lady · 女性》.  The director is Bjarne Wong.  Kevin Law is one of the helper, a handsome boy that I met at swimming competition.  Back to MR M, I like the smile on his face, looks sweet.  It is nice.  The day, we were staring at each other.  It was an another day, my cousins and I were gathering with our grandmother.  MR M and his group sat beside our group.  I was very surprised to see him.  He knew it was me.  That was the first time I was so close to him with his [smile eyes].  After going upstairs to my aunt's office, my younger brother swept the stairs.  When MR M left his seat, he turned to back and brought a big smile face to my brother.  My brother said that to me, and he was surprised about MR M's action.  HAHA...He is nice, isn't he?  THANK YOU & LOVE YOU !!


DARREN,
first meet on FB but knew nothing about this person.  Maybe, he was nice, I thought.  In the trip, I knew who he was.  Hmm...  He really looks nice, likes a big brother I love.  Actually, I was attracted by his face.  Ahaha...   Hmm...  I knew him not more.  He is single, studying Law, can cook, like [Korean group], love coffee, love food...  These are the only I know.  Huu...  Friendly, yes, he is friendly...:)  Oh!  There were the memories that he helped our group to ask for the best way to go back to the hotel.  I like the behavior that he directly moved his steps.  And, last time I was confused to find the way out with my classmates, I was asking for help from him.  He brought us to find the map of the shopping center immediately.  Thank you for your help.  THANK YOU & LIKE YOU  !!


BOBBY,
a boy in a shopping mall.  His face attracts me deeply.  He is thin but has a nice body shape.  He is friendly and always smiles to meet all of his customers.  That day, a little brother and sister entered his shop, buying something.  Personally, he took the items to them with his smile.  They were very excited when they really got the items.  And, BOBBY seemed very happy, he was smiling and staring at the back of them.  I like his smile and friendly.  It was the only time I entering his shop.  I didn't know where the bravery came from, I took my handphone out and shot photos secretly beside him.  I knew nothing about the CCTV in his shop.  Did they record any of my weird action?  Haha...  Whatever, I had done it.  What a terrible girl I was!!  Haha...  Anyway, THANK YOU & LIKE YOU SO MUCH  !!




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嘿！怎麼突然大膽起來了？
呵呵！其實沒什麼。我只是怕時間久了，我會忘了我曾為什麼人、什麼事瘋狂過。
我只是怕，時間久了，我連單純喜歡人的勇氣都忘了。

嘿！我喜歡你！
（雖然還是不敢開口，但是可以寫出來，也不錯啊！）
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從前，有一個男孩，他悄悄的踏入我的心園...
某一天，他卻又悄悄地消失。
過了好多年，他悄悄的出現，又再一次闖入。
這一次，卻讓我格外珍惜。


從前，有一個男孩，他對著我來了個微笑。
他的笑源自他的眼、他的心。他悄悄地走過，直到我開始注意他的[悄悄]。
我喜歡他的笑，喜歡他盯著我直看。
我喜歡你帶來的熟悉。


從前，有一個男孩，他悄悄地出現。我不以為意。
直到有一天，我們相處了，我發現，我悄悄地喜歡上他的一切。
我悄悄地，喜歡他所喜歡的，愛他所愛的。
戀兄情節？


從前，有一個男孩，悄悄地入我眼簾。
他的友善、小害羞，讓我的目光悄悄跟著他穿梭于兩個店面。
我習慣了我的[悄悄]，悄悄地跟著他的身影，換來的是一絲安慰。
我只希望，他擁有一個可以好好愛著他的人陪著。這男孩，不簡單...:)

Girl, I am here...u_u

PASS

If you try to do one more time, it would be better…≈)

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If you failed it, maybe, it would be a lesson to you.

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I greet the day with thankful.

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I met everyone and everything with my [lovely smile], today.

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I thanked a teacher who gave me advice.
I thanked the teacher who wanted to help me starting the engine.
I thanked the teacher who helped me taking the exam paper to Sir.

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I thanked him for his help and his smile.
He was feeling good, at that moment, I knew.

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Thank you, the cute TEACHER.
Thank you, the handsome SIR.
Thank you, my dear JESUS.

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Finallly, I had passed my driving exam.
No more excuse to my teacher.
HAHA…><
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老實說，當我第一次考車，考不過時，我的心情是這麼樣的：難道，上帝讓我在下次考試時遇到某些事/人？

後來，到了2月18日的這一天。

早上，到學校參加校園新春聯歡會。
出人意料的，今年，高中的最後一年，全班學生上台表演舞蹈。
真讓人興奮，又緊張。

當我站到了台上，發現，原來，舞台並沒有我想像的那麼可怕。
也許，這是加入學長營後經過磨練、幾次上台當司儀膽量提升的結果。
在台上的感覺，很良好。

舞蹈表演，漂亮的結束。
心情，很好...≈D

新春聯歡會還未結束，接著，我必須趕往JPJ那兒的駕駛學院。
這是個遠地方。
至少，需要15分鐘的車程。（不超速）

這次，我不緊張。
雖然是會擔心必須再重考。
可是，我的心情，並不是很擔心。

看開了？
呵呵。
我只是把自己交給了上帝。
我有我的路要走。
過程中，需要遇到誰，想要做什麼事，都交由上帝來提點我了。

到了目的地。
我錯過預習的時間。
但是，我沒覺得可惜。

我帶著身份證，快步走往課室等候。
途中，我遇見上次和我一樣考失敗的女孩。（比我大）

我們彼此看了看。
接著，我衝她投了個微笑，算是祝她好運。

拿了編號83的號碼牌，坐上QSW2777，我開始考試。
我是第二位考生，第二位駕駛。

在那之前，我遇到試考時那個“兇巴巴”的師傅。
當時的他，給出了“笑容”。
我驚訝了好久。

考車期間，他把笑容展現的次數提得越來越頻繁。
考車期間，我也向他說了好幾聲的“謝謝”。

我，謝謝他的幫忙。
我，謝謝他的提醒。

“兇巴巴”的師傅，謝謝您。

第一位考生成功考獲駕照。
我也是。

看著那位男性同胞使用馬來文溝通了幾句，他向考官伸出手表示感謝。
兩人握了握手，考官也恭賀他。

我，也有樣學樣地，把文件簽了名後，微笑著向考官伸出手，表示感謝。
考官也衝著我來個微笑，回了我句馬來文。
可惜，我聽不大懂，讓他重複一遍後，大略知道他是在問我“知道怎麼駕車了吧？”
我趕緊點頭，回答：“Ya lah.”

當天11時，只有4位考生，4位重考生。

感謝上帝，因為只有4為考生，考官才顯得那麼的輕鬆、那麼的和藹可親。
如果換作是平常，我怎麼可能會遇到從西馬來監考的考官如此的待遇。

我真的很感謝上帝，給了我撰寫不一樣的考車經歷的機會，給了我用不一樣的心情來重新對待這項考試的機會。

感謝，因我有了“改變歷史”的機會！